I hate hypocrites -__- I can’t wait for July fourth. It’s pretty much gonna be the best day out of the year. Gonna live that day all over again. Pluckers, fireworks, mikes hard, and… Ya know ;)
It hurts like hell and truth be told I don’t know why. I hate you, I’m angry, you make me sick. Why did I keep holding on for someone who I despise so much. It’s all done and no feelings are left so burn in hell and maybe you’ll receive what you get
Stressed out!!!!
Looking for another apartment, applying for classes, getting another job, financial aid, parents, and my emotions. Gawd why can’t life be easy. Finally switched
My major though. After really looking into things, I’ve decided I want to get my degree in sociology. I think it’s really interesting and I’d enjoy it a lot. So ready to get back into things. I need to get On track and do better for myself. I refuse to not go to college and live in temple with a mediocre job doing the same damn thing everyday. I want better or myself. I’m done settling.
And you should know, please believe me. I’ve picked up the phone a thousand times and tried to dial your number. But it’s been so long, it’s never easy. It’s like tryin to spin the world the other way, what can I say?
Back from the beach. Now gonna go to the store to get stuff to make dinner, take a shower, and get ready for the sig ep party tonight. Hopefully it won’t suck like the beta one did. However last night was badass. Paint and black lights make everything fun :)
Happy birthday mom!!
I wish you were here sooooo bad! Words can’t even express how much I miss you. I’m sure you’re havin the time of your life up there with Jesus though. Keep lookin out for me and guide me in the right direction. I love you
